Awww, he is all mine! @IAMMiCN3 ;)
Laying down in bed, feeling a lil shity. Not sure if its cause I want some attention or just Cause I’m over thinking, like always. I wanna be 20 years old. I want to have fun, live my life to its fullest With no regrets or hesitations! I hate how some people are living better lifes, & I hate that some people have to live pay check by pay check. I wish it didn’t matter how much $$$$ you have! I don’t want my daughter growing up & thinking $$$$ is everything. Uggh, who m I kidding. No one is going to make it in this world without being RICH! Living a decent life isn’t good enough for me! I’m trying to make it, but on the way up I don’t wanna remember me being 20 struggling & confused I wanna remember me being young & wild(: I just wanna live my life stress free! Everyone dreams of becoming & succeeding in life! I just want to find the loop hole, the secret, the ingredients to create my perfect LIFE! Going to college? Hitting the lottery? Becoming famous? Damn, I constantly wonder what’s my future? What is my direction? I wanna be a role model, I wanna change the meaning of living life. I dont want my future family living off tv shows, electronics, & social networks all this bullshit. I want them to be smart, see the world as opportunities to explore & discover the real wonders of life! Most of us only know what we see on tv or the internet. Some of us will spend are whole lifes in the same place we were born with just are tvs, electronics & social networks….. fuck the bullshit. All ways remind your selfs, life is life. You have the decision to make the best of it. Don’t ever give up & DREAM BIG! Damn, I’m going off. This is seriously how I be thinking lately, I just finally decided to write it down. You’ll read this & understand were I’m coming from but nothing will change. You’ll continue your regular life style, but me I’m going to read this over & over on the days I forget & remind myself what I think is important. <3
My wife to be.